dalam diam :)

Cukup cintai dalam diam

bukan kerana membenci hadirnya

tetapi menjaga kesuciannya

bukan kerana menghindari dunia

tetapi meraih syurga-NYA

bukan kerana lemah untuk menghadapinya

tetapi menguatkan jiwa dari godaan syaitan yang begitu halus & menyelusup

Cukup cintai dari kejauhan

kerana hadirmu tiada kan mampu menjauhkan dari ujian

kerana hadirmu hanya akan menggoyahkan iman dan ketenangan

kerana mungkin membawa kelalaian hati-hati yang terjaga

Cukup cintai dengan kesederhanaan

Memupuknya hanya akan menambah penderitaan

menumbuhkan harapan hanya akan membumbui kebahagiaan para syaitan

Cukup cintai dalam diam dari kejauhan dengan kesederhaan & keikhlasan

Kerana tiada yang tahu rencana Tuhan

mungkin saja rasa ini ujian yang akan melapuk atau membeku dengan perlahan

bersyukur lah :)

konsert PALESTINE IN OUR HEART.... :D -29/7/2011-

ni juz untuk mmberi kesadaran...betape kite patut bersyukur...hidup kite cukup sempurna kalo dibanding kan ngn orang kat palestine tu kan ..  :(( 

and 1 more.. ade ank2 ytim...join us that nite :))...n terpndg kat sorg budak ni....i mean....baby...agk2 umo 1 taon mcm tu kot....kesian sgt...bile tgk budak tu....sedeyh tbe2...bygkan la..dari kecik dah digelar anak yatim...tanpa ibu dan ayh membesar kan die..raye tanpe ibu dan bape..tabah betul kan dorang tu......kite pulak kdg2 tk bersyukur dgn ape yang ade...so sjk dari tu mmg sedar sgt =,= kite ni sgt2 perlu menghargai ibu dan ayah kite...smentare mereke ade dpn mate kite..adalah wajib mendoakan kedua ibu bape kite kan :D 

mereka sgt tabah..menerime khlgn parents kan :( klo melya?...boleh kah idop baek2 mcm mereka?

=,= tk dpt dbygkan....bg ku itu lah ujian yg terlalu berat...berat sgtttttt.....pk2...mcm mane nk tros kan idop tnpe parants...=,= **tulis pon da sedeyh blom lagy in real stuation kan....=,=

but semue org kene lalui nye........-,-

so renung renung kan.....

JAR OF HEART :D

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love
I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive 
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

like whoa :D

oke oke oke :D
today mcm sejarah NUUR AMALIA....jeng jeng. .  .jeng :D
act slame ni klo shoping kew ape2 la kan..jln2 kew...mmg tk la kan...nk pegy sorg2.....sbb mcm tk bes je....mcm bosan je....selalu ngn MAK n kwn2 lah kan :D tp kdg2 klo ngn mmbe tuuu.....gosippp nye byk smpai lupe nk beli ape =,=   :))

BUT

act bes jugak taw sorg2 ni :D jln sorg2..........shoping.....COOL :D
tp klo sorg2 ni kan....haaaa...amek kaw....sume yg ske kne beli.....
itu keburukan pulak kan sorg2 niii =,=

so baru tahu besss jugak sorg2 niiiii...... :D belum cuba belum tahu :D
dah cuba saya suka lah :D

soklan laen tk de ? ? ?

oke oke oke ...new sem :D **mcm bajet pulak...pdhal baru sem 3 :D
today frst day sem3 ni...alahai...mmg la kan...frst klas maneade org nk dtg . . . ..
then dtg la jugak . . . .z .z z . .z . z .  ...

pelik + tk ske ... grrrr.....
kalo new sem....ha..mcm bse la kan..result final baru kua .......
alaaaaa....mmg tk ske gila la kan...asl jumpa bkn nk tnye ***kabo kew? ape kew...
msty la frstly tnye result....dan2 je...bdk yg tk pena tgo pon...tbe2 jdi baek gila.....juz for tnye result....
ha...lagy meluat...bile org laen sebok2 nk gtaw result kte kat org laen...eee..mcm anoying gila... grrr...
kommon laaa....tk paya sebuk2 nk tnye2....***sbb amalia ni mmg tk ske nk amek tawu org pnye hal ye :D
juz mmbe tdkat je tawu...ckup la....nk heboh 1 dunie ni ha..wtpe....bukan ye bgos sgt...ops...
ALHAMDULILLAH :))

bersyukur dan perbaiki diri untuk mendapat yang lebih baik.... tk paya nk kepoci kepoci...haih =,=

care cover apabila terjatuh di tempat awam :D

jatuh apabila tgah pong pang gosip : terjatuh o tergolek..... bangun dan cover... tbe2 crite pasl ade org jatoh kat mmbe 'arytu aku nmpk budak c **** jtoh mcm tu lah.... :D aku saje nk tnjuk kat korg :)) +crte.... tapi die jtoh lagy trok gila...tergolek golek =,= 

jatuh terjelepok.....amboi..buruk meno =,= ***jgn terus bangun....cube tnye mmbe santek tk klo ak duduk mcmni..... :D msty mak mertue sayang aku lebeyh :D

jatuh tbe2 =,= kalaw tgah jalan ramai ramai tu...eloklah tarik salah seorang kawan kamu :)) boleyh lah jatuh same2 nnty.... :)) **damn punya kawan... 

mnde yg mmg tk ptot dilakukan okeyh :D

sume mmg anooooyingg gilaaa =,=

MR RIGHT dan PERUBAHAN

biar lambat asalkan jumpa MR RIGHT :)

i know tht :)

apabila kita berubah menjadi diri yang terbaik...
Tuhan akan buka laluan untuk cinta terbaik juga hadir :)

so jangan lah risau :D berubah lah menjadi yang terbaik :D
n will get yang sangat terbaik :D

KADANGKALA ALLAH SEMBUNYIKAN MATAHARI. DIA DATANGKAN PETIR DAN KILAT. KITA MENANGIS DAN TERTANYA TANYA, KEMANA MENGHILANGNYA SINAR.......
RUPA RUPANYA ALLAH NAK HADIAHKAN KITA 'PELANGI' ;D

parut yang lama pasti akan sembuh.... :))

nilai lah haty kita ni dengan teliti :)) sebelum pergy mengundur diri.....
kerana segalanya bermula dengan NIAT yang bertmpat di haty.. :D

****pringatan buat saye*****
kalaw memiliki yang terbaik..... :)
jangan lah berpaling dan mencari yang lagy terbaik
yang lagy sempurna.......kita patut menghargai orang yg berada dpn kite :))
jgn lah mmkir akan kekurangan nya.......semua org mmpunyai kekuragn :))
bersyukur lah dgn kasih syg tlh dmliki......once u left....u will never get back :D

*so u very lucky mr right if u get my love :D*
=.= LOL

JODOH ITU RAHSIA ALLAH .....

fact :D

oke oke oke.....
haaa...ni fact taw...bukan rekaan semate mate :D i baru trgt ade lctre sorg ni bgtawu.....=,= lame dah..baru egt balek :D

kite ni manusia biasa......n mane ade kasih sayg tu same rate.....klo mk ataw bpk kite ckp mcm tu....
fact nye...mmg dorg tipu....*nk jage haty kot.. :P sbb lumrah manusie ade syg sikit n syg byk...
tk de yg boleh mmbahagikan syang tu same rate :D

fact taw :))

FIRST CUPCAKES :))

oke oke oke....
jgn tk percaye i pndai buat cupcakes.. PEEWITTTTT :D
act today bru blaja buat icing die..mmg la kan frst2 buat kurang santek....neve mind.. prctc make perfct taw taw :D rmmbe tht :))

haaaa....tgk...ni frst rose tht i buat...rose ni tk ckup kembag act..hihih....mcm susa kan...klo buat slalu mmg senag gila act nk buat rose ni :) tapi oke la kan rupe rose i buat ni..ade sikit la rupe rose :D

yg ni cpckes kecik sikit :D nyum nyum :)) this one chcolate cpcakes....mmg nyum nyum :D

lame dah nk buat cpcakes+dcortion bagai ni...tapi bz..so mmg tk kesampaian lah kan....kbtulan cuty so...YEAY....dpt pon blja akhrnyeeee. :D so lpas ni u akn lbey rjen buat :D SUKEEE :))

TENANG. .. .

oke oke oke....
memang lama jugak tk pegy pantai pulak kan....tetibe rase nk pegy pantai pulak =,= sangat teringin :)
sbb act nk crik tmpt yg mcm tenang..alahai..bes nyee....so pantai la i think mcm tenang :))
eee...nk pegy pantai.... tp tk de pulak org nk teman... pulak =,= hihih....

pantai...oke oke oke.....
i like la susane ala ala lmpug gtu....mmg la org akan ckp *ee...kmpug mane ade pape....
but i like...i mean it..bukan nk duduk menetap...noo...juz holiday...o raye kat kmpug...WOW....bes nyee :)) sbb kmpug i mmg da mcm bukan kmpug dah.....:(( so mmg agk jeles gila org yg ada kmpug...rumah yg atas tu..**uma kmppung....eeee..bes nye....

oke oke oke....
crte kat my makkk...die soh i crik o kawen ngn org kmpug nnty =,=
pulak dah.... :)) hihiih..tk kesa asl kan baik....***tp nk dok slngo je :)
nnty nk pegy jgk...trngin sgt :( sob sob sob :)) so i nk ekot sape sape yg ade kmpug tu....hahah ***msty rmai nnty tk nk mngku yg ade kmpug santek...****tkot i nk ekot pulak kan :))

hihihi :))
the fact...sape2 yg ada kmpug yg santek tu :))
jeles gila =,=

dear heart :)

heyh.dear melya's heart :)
good news :)
**innerpeace :))
yuwp :) haaaaa......
actually...now my heart mcm terbuke skit nk suka someone :)
sebelum ni mcm ade smething jee....mcm susa je nk suka sape2 :)
****nth pape je kan...tapi fact..ecee.. :))
heeee :) so i just hope n pray...afta this...
i will get the better one :))

but now tk de lagy ;)

=,=

heee..just wait ye amalia :))

love will go...n come-tanpe diundang kan :))

i don't miss you at all :))

It doesn't HURT...when i think of you.....and all the things we'll never get to do...

i don't dream at night about the way we were..i TORE up the pictures.

cross out all the words :)

DON'T BE FOOLED bye all my tears..cause everything is FINE.....

n you can pick up all the pieces..that you left behind!!

cause i NEVER THINK ABOUT YOU...i'm better WITHOUT you..

i don't miss you at all....i don't miss you at all.....

u don't spin around in my head...it's like u never existed.

n i hope u don't call...i don't miss u at all :))

n i'm not trying to fight it......

i go out seven nights a week..it feels so good to finally be free...

n i party like i never did before...what in the word is waiting for?

everything is perfect now..WITHOUT u in my life ;)

i'll just tell MYSELF...girl.FORGIVE the past..

no time for regrets.no more LOOKING BACK.

i'll forgive u MORE..EVERY SINGLE DAY.....

every STEP i take...

IS GETTING BETTER :))

 YEAY!!!!!!

pelik kew?

oke oke oke....
sangat pelik atau memang tk percaye kalo i ckp i sngle....n tk de nk minat sape2 sekarang ni :))
tk paya nak pelik dan percaye la :) sbb my fren sorg ni keep asking n buat muka pelik O_o.... pelik gila la sbb i tk pena cerita i menat sape2 kat kolej skrg ni...die mcm tk percya pulak......mcm2 soklan pelik dari die kene jawab :)) haih =,= i pelik o die yang pelik ? hehe....

pelik pelik lah :))

2 weeks. .

2weeks cuty sem..? mcm lame kan...padahal mmg kejap gila....now da sturday....n tggl smggu je nk pulang uma sewe...........nuunnnnn jauh disana.. gmbak?? nipu sgt la jauh kan.. :)) act dkat je :)) every week nk pulang :)) rindu makkkk la katekan...but i'm not la "anak mak"....

my kolej ni mmg kedekz skit bab cty ni... :))

oke oke oke...cty ni i manfaatkan sgt......

BELAJAR MEMASAK!!! =,=

sbb kan ramai mcm pertikaikan umo i n skill memasak...eee...terase mcm dicabar sgt >_<
excuse me.....boleyh belajar...tk susa pon....

so i hav learn from my comel makk :))

so skg dah pandai masak taw taw .  . .. . . 

boleyh la skit2 :)) perfect tuuu mmg tk la kan :))

oke oke oke...terima kasih mak :) 

 

was fairy tale. . . 26march2011/saturday

when you miss someone badly, what you like to do the most __ ??

1. Looking at pictures of him.
2. Reading his previous messages.
3. Looking at profile
4. Just closing eyes&rememberin g him.
5. rememberin g past moments&crying :'(
6. Listening sad songs.
7. Other..... ...???? !! mybe try to cntct on tht time :((


=,=
on march 26 i pena said tht i will frget smone tu -,-
yea.thts not the true fact....sbb. .  . .. . . .  .. 
i try to fget u......haih =,= tp kenape la kan... . . 
still tk boleyh. . .  . . 
but i never give up :))
eeeeee...i neve give up laaaa nk fget u :))
dun worry dear heart :))
take time :))

                                                                       yuwp...i'm wanna search the star :)
                                                                             the very bright star tht can make me smile.....

                                                                     i wanna search the rainbow. ..  .. . ....
                                                                              the very perfect colour.....
                                                                  that can clouring my life :))
                                                                            n waiting rite person 4 rplce u! :))
                                                                      just i don no how n when 
                                                                              it will happen.............
                                                                                      its oke . . .. .
                                                                                    will wait :))

bake a cake :))

today i buat cake. .. .actually our plan. . ..  

nk buat cupcake yg ala ala comeyl tuu. . . 

then wt la cake tu kan. . .. .my mom da mntk kan kwn mak ajarkan kami buat icing + decorate the cupcake kan :)) alaaa...sound mcm fun je kan :) sbb i ment nk buat tp mmg tk rety gila =,= tapi today tk de rezeki lagy nk blja icing tuuu =,= sob sob sob... mybe nex week :)) 

its oke :)) 

alaaaa...comeyl nye klo bole buat cupcke mcm ni kan bez :))  oke i will learn ! :P 

cupcake........ :))

oh no! =,=

saya ada 5 ekor kura kura.......like i said kat old post kan :))
pada suatu hari... . .. .
mereka berjalan jalan di dalam rumah mereka... . . .
lepastu tk tahu la ape sudah jadi antara mereka tu.. . .
seeko dari mereka itu minggal kan duniee  . .. .
tanpa mak sedari abah sudah membuang c DIA
ayoyo.. **mak carik merate rate = dengan selambek my abah
said. .. . dah buang sebb DIA da suda tk de... hahaaaaaa  adoiii
huwaaaaaaa :(( sobbb sobb....
aiyoyoyooo..  . . . tk pe lah takdir :) *tbe2 pulak =,=

so kure kure kami tinggal 4 eko je
tapi mereka sekarng dah membesar dengan sehat :))
trime kaseh mak n keena n fadzlina jage :))
 :))

what?

oke..oke..story yg mcm nth pape skit :P


sweet story :)) :


B0y:Y0u Wanna Kn0w S0mething? 
Gal:What ?? 
B0y:L0ving Y0u Is The Sec0nd Best Thing I Ever Did !!
Gal:Okay..:(...
B0y:Y0u Wanna Kn0w The First?...
Gal: Sure....!!
B0y: Finding Y0u...!! ♥



(●̮̮̃•̃)....♥♥♥
/█\....♥ ♥ ♥


*how lucky kan tht grl :)) alahai.....-,-


cntinue nex blog *terdlete yg b4 ni..so =,= :(( 

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku :))

melya back!! haha..*teruje *terharu *ter *ter... :P

lame betul la blog ni ditinggal kan..........haish....sume dsbbkan shrt sem ni...yg mggila bz nye.. z z z z z z

=,= ade orang mara pulak melya tk update..ngeh3.... <3 <3 <3 

saya nuur amalia ithar..dengan ini memaklumkan...SAYE DAH HBES FINAL!!!! haha *bangge niii... :))

so cuty 2 week :)) then melya smbug sem3 dah :)) 

baru saye tahu HIDUP NI BUKAN NYE SENANG . . . .

in 3 month ni...byk perkare berlaku...even kejap gile kan...=,=

msk2 sem 2. . . oke nice gila la kan....dpt lctre yg sgt cute+baek *but frstly melya bkn tgk tuu...melya tgk her SHOES...*gila comeyl...kale pink pulak kan..*eee...cantek...mcm nk tnye je... *miss beli kat mane...saye nk ksut same mcm tuu....nk sebijik*  haha...gila la kan nk tnye =,= mcm ngek...

tk pe2...afta tht...melya truskan usehe mncari ksut PINK sbjik mcm tu . . . .carik carik...=,= tk jmpe :(( sob sob sob sob ..mane mgkin tk jmpe niii...aiyoooo....tk pe la...lupekan je la kan... =,=
the moral kat cni ***tk paya nk tgk ksut bagai..mnde tk pnteg...yg pnteg kan kene stdy :))  ^_^

**itulah pnteg nye kasut education =,= haha

oke...assgmnt mmg mlambak gila...=,=

ade yg kene pegy tadika.....eeeeeeee....bes gila weyh....serius...*mcm tk pena pegy tdika je =,=

haha...pegy GENIUS AULAD :)) oke...seriusly sgt bes... :)) n melya menyarankan....hantar lah anak anak anda di GENIUS AULAD..*ini bukan iklan..harp mklum... :)) tapi just infmationn...genius aulad ni....more kepade islamic teaching...tu mcm sangat bagus la kan..untuk bdk2 zaman sekrg ni....kite aja more islmc teaching dari kecik lagy kan :)) cool :)) mcm nk putar mase nk back to zaman knk2 :) nk msk genius aulad ni :))

melya melya...

melya

haaaa...ni tym kat GENIUS AULAD :) oke...kite boleyh tgk...dari muka gambar diatas...muka yg tk boleyh bla *mcm seronok nk mlwat tadika... :))

renung renung kan dan saya lah amal :))

omg!

finally final exm end jugak :))
so sem baru!welcome babe....
ee.salah amek sbject pulak...
so gila glabah drop.then nk add
balek tk boleh pulak =,=
apo nk jadi...sabar ye..kite
serang saja acad! not serang juz
bertanye.. (ayt lbeyh sopan)
then boleh :)) omg!berjaye! haha
shrt sem ni mmg agk kejap gila.
so tk de nk maen2 kure kure kew ape.
haha!

how cute kan kure kure nih. :)
plan ngn c fadzlina tuh la nk bele
kure kure nii...smgt gila die crk ngn
mama die.tp tk jmpe.haha.sian sian.
then melya crk la kure kure.n dpt yg sgt
comel gila..pndai melya plih kan :)
2 eko melya punya n 2 eko fadlina punya.
tp die tk syg anak die ni kot..
tk nk amek2 pulak..sian..tape2..
melya jage kan :) heee
cerite kure kure ni berjgket pulak..
my sis pon nk bele nnty :)
n kak reen pulak..die tawu kitrg bele
kure kure.tym tu jgk die beli kure kure
haaa....bagus2 :))
sayangi lah mkhluk tuhan yang sgt comel ni :)
so melya akan jage baek baek korg nii.hehe
so skg melya tk de la sunyi :)
ade kure kure menjd teman melya :))
hehe :))

poem from mr..21 october 2010

As how you may deny the fact,
But my words are at the exact;
The way you look,all to sweet,
No words of beauty,seems to fit.

Your eyes are bright,like a midnight star,
That takes people,to a land so far;
Your face signifies,a look so demure,
For every sadness,you are the cure.
A cheerful personality,yourself prevail,
That captures a heart,without fail.

Captured in here is how I feel,
There is more to know,about you still,
As these,words,describe you from this far,
And its you,Nur Amalia bt. Ithar.

pelik pulak kan tibe2 post poem -_- 
actually saje.tbe2 tergt pulak ade org pena kasi poem ni.
so pe salah nye simpan kan..tk de orang mara pun..lalalala...
=,=

hate. :)

sometimes really miss you.oke.why so hard nk delete pic kamu tuuuuu...ish! meyy mey tk bharap ape2 dah....tp susa btol nk delete.! please go away that stupid feeling lah! okeyh.past is past okeyh. mende dah berlalu.let it be. jgn nk mengade egt2..buag mase je kan...so miss tu bia jadi hate...keyh.idop jady lebeyh tenang :) i like.strt from this second.i want live happy :) tk nk egt mende yg dah lepas... :)) 

 yuwp! i am who i am and who i wanna be! :))

cakap je =,=

cakap je.-_- melya ni ckp je mahu jog pagy td.tp hampeh. bgn pun mthari dah naek.pe jadah pulak nk jog pns2. klo malaysia ade snow msty bes jugak kan.jog tk de la panas.haha anoyying gila la pulak-_-